What does dnf mean on tiktok

I've been staking on the Swirlds node from day 1and just noticed that it now shows "Staked 100% of max" and "Overstaked". Does this mean I need to split my stack and move to another node that is at less than 100% to continue to collect awards?

Just wanted to share this, I was watching the Travail trailer and a thought occurred to me as Dainsleif was narrating: I was like hold up, do take this by the grain of a salt, I am ranting out of fun, by the end of the trailer, he says,
"Defeat me, Command me to step aside, show me you are worthier than I to rescue her. Then the threads of fate will be yours to re-weave."
​
That got me thinking. What does he mean by that? Will he be a person or obstacle we will face before getting to the truth? Why do we need to defeat him first? Is Dainsleif hiding something or is he something more than he appears to be?
It's just got me thinking of a bunch of possibilities on who Dainsleif is and somehow it is his fault that what had happened to khaenriah had happened. It's got me thinking that whatever he has told us in the past and maybe the future, is not reliable. Dainsleif is not as reliable as we think he is. He has said in the travail trailer that,
"My memory is all but faded completely...but I will remember how much she too loved these flowers."
​
Think, what if all he's said about archons and khaenriah, all this time, isn't as he makes it seem to be. I've watched a bunch of Genshin Lores, (not all, but enough to have a picture of the story and world of genshin), one thing I learned is that, most stories told are from perspectives told by the characters and it may not totally be as reliable as it seems, one person's perspective may not be the complete picture.
We don't really have the full picture of what happened with Khaenriah and the archons, and it may continue that we won't know until Shneznaya and even then, I think that it won't be as reliable xD (who knows) I think that it may be told from the perspective of the cryo archon, so if the story is told from her perspective, won't we side with her and see that Khaenriah was unfairly cursed - again, we may not have the story side of the one who cursed Khaenriah.
So will the key be from after defeating Dainsleif?
Back to the part where Dainsleif has told us to command him to step aside, does Dainsleif have anything to do with the 'loom of fate'?
From my understanding, loom of fate, just means, someone who can reweave the fate, so think, if we defeat dainsleif and then get to re-weave fate, does he have anything to do with the loom of fate?
​
Anyways, that's all, have a good day, feel free to build a theory from this piece of information that may or may not be relevant lol, feel free to share your thoughts. I also apologize if it doesn't make sense lol

Basically I have a friend I've known since middle school. We used to be way closer in middle and high school (basically best friends) and we both really helped each other with some tough times. A few years ago, my dad died the summer before we were both starting college (different schools) and she kinda ghosted me for a few months because I was being too negative. I can take responsibility for this because honestly I might've been trauma dumping since she was my best friend at the time and I didn't have anyone else to talk to (therapy wasn't financially an option, mom died when I was a kid, I didn't have any other adults in my life I was close to at the time) and I completely understand that it might've been too much for her. However, I would never abandon a friend during their lowest times and although I get her side, part of me just can't really let it go. After we both started college and a few months had passed she reached out to me again. I never brought up my bitterness, partially because I didn't want to have a fight but the bigger reason being I just didn't want to "lose" someone else I was close to so I continued talking to her like normal and didn't really talk to her about my grief about losing my dad.
We're still friends despite the physical distance and us both living in different cities. For the most part, I thought I was over it but I noticed recently I've been thinking about it more. She usually texts me whenever she has an issue usually with a guy or at work and she'll talk for ages and I'll always listen and be there for her for as long as she needs as well as checking in on her later if she's still upset, but when she does ask about how I'm doing, she always says she has to go a few minutes later and most of our conversations are about her. I wasn't taking this so personally before since I am also quite busy with work and friends and I know it's hard to maintain relationships, especially when you live so far away and the only way to talk is over text but this has been going on for almost a year. For some reason, recently when she's been messaging me, it reminds me of what a dark place I was in when my dad died even though it has nothing to do with her. I was so alone and I still struggle with mdd but I'm in therapy now, have a great job and support system, and in an amazing relationship so even though I still have a lot of dark days, I think I'm managing it better now, or at least as well as I can.
I don't know what it is about this friend and me feeling so upset after we talk. I'm not normally a super emotional person and I never hold grudges with anyone else. I've noticed every time we've talked in the last few months resulted in me getting super upset after and sometimes I cried after. again, it's not due to anything she said but I think I associate her too much with the worst time in my life. I get I might have been too much but I continued to struggle for years and still do with opening up to anyone in my life because I assume they'll do the same thing and leave. I keep my emotions to myself 99% of the time and have gotten better at being my own therapist lol. I know it's wrong to blame all this on her and I won't say this to her because it would upset her. It's just internalized emotions but at this point I think staying friends is not the best for my mental health. I know I'm overthinking and projecting for a lot of this and I know she thinks of me as one of her best friends and I did too until recently but I don't know to go about this now/how to talk to her if I should even do that. I thought I'd snap out of it eventually tbh. How should I proceed with this?

So I’m enrolled in school and the tuition includes the testing costs for 3 exams the Comptia A+, Net + and Cloud +. I know most people start out on help desk when they’re looking for an entry level IT position but I also think most people just have their A+ when they’re looking to start a career in IT and from what I researched T1 help desk techs make approximately 50k annually so I wanted to know if I passed all 3 of my exams and got all 3 of those certs would I still only be considered for help desk jobs since I don’t have any actual experience working in IT yet or would I be able to start out in “higher”, better paying positions because of the 3 certs. I know more certs doesn’t always mean more money but I didn’t know if having more than just the A+ when entering the IT field would be enough to avoid the beginner level help desk jobs.

Hear me out: there are LARPers and fencers and reenactors, all of whom hold actual swords and clubs and spears, but I just want to say that none of those are comparable to lacrosse in terms of their ability to accurately replicate ancient/medieval combat.
LARPers and reenactors, as realistic as they look to the period they're attempting to emulate, take exceptional caution in undertaking their craft. When it comes to combat, they're very careful and injury is the rare exception rather than the forgone rule.
Fencers, as much as they represent an actual sport with real swords and padding and combat, stop at the crossing of these swords. The touch of the blade represents the end of the match. When it comes to actually facing combat, they simply feign the motions.
You may ask, what about sports such as hockey and MMA and wrestling? Hockey, after all, involves a lot more combat than lacrosse, right? Well, the players keep their sticks down and focus on the ground, and when fighting occurs it's in the form of individual checks or dropping the gloves. There's rarely a melee involving more than three players. Combat sports are also individualistic in nature: two boxers; two fighters; two wrestlers. These sports may have been practiced in Ancient Greece, but they're a poor substitute for warfare.
Which brings us back to lacrosse. This is the only sport where one holds his stick at chest-level; where he has the opportunity to hit others with the stick as part of the game; and, most-importantly, where he has the opportunity to engage in multi-man combat.
We look nothing like ancient/medieval warriors, but we are the closest thing in the modern day to ancient/medieval combat, and there's nothing similar. Although it's not the object of the sport, we carry small sticks and we hit one another with those sticks.
Who among you has never been involved in a groundball scrum involving four or more guys? Does that feel like a game to you? When bodies and sticks are smashing together; when aluminum guillotines are cleaving the air beside your facemask; when pikes are poking your ribs; when you're gnashing and clashing and foaming and grunting and disputing possession - is this a game, or is this a small window into what warfare looked like for our ancestors?
Lacrosse, to me, is important not because it's another game, but because it's the closest simulation to ancient/medieval warfare we possess in 2023. It's our ability to experience the past in the present - and for this, I'm utterly thankful.

Hi everyone! I recently got my first forearm tattoo and initially I was super happy with it. I read up on what could possibly happen as a tattoo heals, but to be honest it barely scabbed or flaked and it seems to have healed well. I got it a little over a month ago, and I notice now some faint lines that weren’t faint before… it’s very small portions of lines in two separate parts of the tattoo and it’s clear that there’s something there but it’s very faint. I was wondering if this is still part of the healing process even though it’s been a month and a couple of days or a genuine mistake?
Reached out to my artist but he hasn’t gotten back to me yet and I’m very anxious especially since I live in a completely different state than he does.

I just wanted to put these thoughts out here so I'm just gonna be talking about Chuuya's reaction, whether or not Dazai told Chuuya he was leaving, and the car being blown up
How Chuuya reacted
In the panel where Chuuya talks about how he celebrated the day Dazai left with a bottle of Petrus, he seemed a little melancholy? Not like super sad but he looked a bit more serious and the scene seemed a little dramatic y'know? I don't think he was angry, maybe he felt a little betrayed but I'm thinking that he had some sort of knowledge of who Oda was (to Dazai) so if he knew about his death, I'm sure he eventually connected the dots. But I'm wondering how he would even know about Oda's final words to Dazai (unless Dazai told him about it, which I sorta doubt and I'll get to that later) but looking at this from Chuuya's perspective, it's just the death of a friend. He probably assumed that Dazai just took Oda's death really hard, there were some events that transpired (and maybe guessed Mori had something to do with it) so in that case Chuuya wouldn't have taken it personally, maybe he still felt betrayed but again I think he would've acknowledged that Dazai had his reasons to leave and somewhat justified it.
Did Dazai tell Chuuya he was leaving?
Personally I don't think so because if Dazai explained the situation, left a letter, text, or whatever, then I think their relationship would be a little different now and Chuuya wouldn't be so hostile...?? Like he's always got something against Dazai but the way they talked about Dazai's defection seemed like Chuuya never really got to hear Dazai's side of the story (possibly no explanation at all, or something really vague) and he doesn't really seem to blame Dazai for it really? But that's just how I interpreted it. Also just wanna bring up the end notes of the BEAST novel, I believe it was?? I've seen people mention this before but I haven't read the novel yet myself and I can't find the notes right now but, I'm pretty sure Asagiri was talking about all the possibilities and different alternate universes that could have been, and he (briefly) brought up a scenario where Dazai and Chuuya had left the mafia together. So I might be wrong but I feel like in a way it's sorta hinting that IF Dazai had told Chuuya he was leaving the mafia, then Chuuya might have gone with him. It's hard to imagine how Chuuya would have reacted if Dazai told him about it, maybe he would have insisted on coming with him, maybe he would have aided him with his escape, or perhaps he would have tried to stop him, but I think the first two options are more likely.
The car being blown up??
Idk it's sorta random in a way that it could just be a reference to the irl author's works or some event in their lives. I think the most common interpretation as to why Dazai blew up Chuuya's car was that he was trying to steer the Mafia away from the possibility that Chuuya helped Dazai escape and honestly I don't really think that's why, or at least it isn't the full reason cause there's plenty of other ways Chuuya could've helped Dazai and if anything, blowing his car up just brings more attention to it? Like I'm sure if Mori was the one to break the news to Chuuya then he would probably be able to tell that Chuuya had nothing to do with it based on how he reacts. And I really don't think it was done with malicious intent, if he wanted to be mean he would've gone for something more personal or just nothing at all I guess. So I think Dazai just did it to be a jackass or did it as his own way of saying goodbye. Maybe it's an inside joke that hasn't been in any of the light novels or maybe he really did try to protect Chuuya from being suspected but again, I just don't see how blowing up his car helps.
I think eventually we'll get to see how this event played out, probably in a flashback since we already have a clear picture as to what happened prior to this event, unless it was written from Chuuya's view instead, but I just feel like this is something that could totally be written into the manga at some point (which might be sooner than I think but which all the different POV's right now and the pacing, it could be a while)

"Nothing Outside of you Builds your worthiness. Your worthiness comes from your awareness of yourself, from within."- Tim D Kelley
You were already born worthy. The world just made you think you aren't.
Having a sense of self-worth is such an important part of life and it's so easy to forget or take for granted. When we start to take our own self-worth for granted, we forget the value we each have to bring to the table.
It's often hard to see our own value. We can become so used to putting ourselves down or focusing on our shortcomings that it's easy to lose sight of all the wonderful things about ourselves. But the truth is, self worth is the foundation of happiness, security, and self-confidence. It's the belief that you have value and deserve respect from yourself and from others.
At the core, self worth is about having respect for yourself. That doesn't mean you have to think you're perfect, but it does mean that you have a belief in your capabilities and in your value as a human being. When we feel worthy of love and acceptance, our view of ourselves changes, and we open up a world of possibility.
Sometimes, developing self worth is difficult because of external factors such as society or the media, or it can stem from personal experiences in the past. In these cases, the key to rebuilding self worth is to take action. It can be as simple as allowing yourself to rest, making sure to eat healthy, exercising, connecting with positive people, and focusing on the good in your life. Additionally, don't be afraid to try new things, take a risk, or practice something new. The sense of accomplishment will boost your self worth, and it'll make you more willing to accept your own self worth.
You are worthy...
When it comes to self worth, no one has the same exact experiences. It's important to understand that and not be so hard on yourself. Everyone has times where self doubt or insecurity can take over, but ultimately, your worth comes from within. All it takes is practice, positive affirmations, and allowing yourself to be open to all of the amazing possibilities the world has to offer.
In order to change your beliefs, you must 1st accept the current circumstances of your mind. When you feel the thought of "I'm not good enough" or "I'm not worthy" quickly switch your thinking to a more positive one (This is called Reframing) Secondly choose a more positive statements to repeat to yourself frequently (Autosuggestion/ Affirmations), and lastly, as mentioned, when those ugly thoughts come creeping in, retrain your mind and focus on the beauty of the power of your mind.
Your own self-worth comes from the inside out, it's about understanding your own worth as a person, regardless of what others may say or think. When you have a strong sense of self-worth, you develop a deep inner knowing that you are valuable, capable and worth having positive experiences in life.
Having a strong sense of self-worth helps you to feel a sense of belonging, a sense of acceptance, a sense of pride, and even a sense of safety. Knowing your own worth allows you to recognize your personal value, without comparing yourself to others. It gives you the confidence to stand up for yourself and makes it easier to follow your own unique path in life.
Most of all, having a strong sense of self-worth helps you to accept and appreciate yourself exactly as you are. With this kind of confidence and security, you'll find that it is much easier to reach for your dreams and go after the life that you want.
Sometimes it's hard to remember just how worthy we are of all the amazing things that life can bring our way. We get caught up in the daily grind, struggling to find purpose and to keep going in the right direction, and when an obstacle or a challenge appears it can be easy to fall into a self-doubting spiral.
You are worthy...
But it's important to remember that you are worthy of everything good that comes your way, no matter how difficult it may seem. You just need to have the right mindset and practice visualization.
When you visualize yourself already having or doing something with ease and comfort, it can help you break through the barrier of feeling unworthy. Instead, imagine what it would be like if you already had or accomplished the goal you desire. Picture yourself feeling confident and excited, embracing the opportunity with a sense of gratitude and joy. As you focus on that image, allow yourself to really connect with the emotions it stirs within you.
Remember, it's okay to take some time for yourself, to take a break from the day-to-day and to reflect on your inner strength and potential. It can be easy to get lost in the stress and hustle, so take the time to really tap into yourself and remind yourself of how capable you are. Whenever you start to feel overwhelmed, take a few moments to sit in silence and just take some deep breaths, repeating this affirmation to yourself:
"I am always worthy of the good that comes my way."
It can be tough to get through tough times, but the reward that comes after the struggles make it worth it in the end. Know that you are always capable of succeeding and of growing and achieving whatever goals you set for yourself. Believe in yourself and don't be afraid to keep trying – you are worthy of it all.
Here are 20 affirmations to help you Build Self Worth And transform your thinking.

1. I am capable of greatness.
2. I choose to embrace my uniqueness and talents.
3. I believe in myself and my dreams.
4. I am surrounded by positivity and success.
5. I am a strong, independent and confident individual.
6. I choose to focus on the positive and release any negativity.
7. I deserve to live a happy, fulfilled and successful life.
8. I am powerful, courageous and capable.
9. I believe in my potential and I strive for success.
10. I recognize that I have great worth and I treat myself with respect.
11. I have the courage to follow my passions.
12. I strive to continuously improve and expand my abilities.
13. I have faith in my capabilities.
14. I have immense value and worth in the world.
15. I celebrate all my successes and strive for growth.
16. I recognize and appreciate the skills I have and I am always open to learn new ones.
17. I choose to be kind to myself and love myself as much as I love others.
18. I understand my potential and believe in it.
19. I recognize that I am a valuable member of my community.
20. I am resilient, courageous and successful.

Through repeated affirmations, we can create new pathways in our subconscious to believe that we are truly worthy of abundance and open up to all the potential life has to offer.
By affirming that "I am worthy of abundance", we can begin to shift our focus and open up to receiving the infinite amount of prosperity and success that is our birthright. This affirmation gives us permission to take the necessary steps and to embrace our true potential to create more abundance in our lives.
It is important to remember that abundance isn't just money, but a plentiful flow of health, joy, opportunity, success and abundance of love. With this thought in mind, we can approach each moment with positivity and confidence knowing that everything is working out in our favor.
Affirmations such as this give us a simple reminder that we are deserving of abundance and that this abundance will flow to us when we are ready to receive it. With each repeated affirmation, we begin to release old limiting beliefs, start trusting the process and experience all the goodness the universe has in store for us.
By taking a few moments each day to consciously connect with the words "I am worthy of abundance", we can tap into our power to bring more abundance into our lives. All the universe is asking of us is to open up and make ourselves available to receive this abundance - and the best way to start is by repeating the affirmation that we are truly worthy of it.
🗝️ The Key : The more you figure out your personal VALUES And personal reason/ purpose, it becomes easier to see your own Value. You, your thinking is the cause and the circumstances, people, places and things in your life are the effects. So the more you focus on what you value about yourself the more you attract and manifest things that come from you internal value and prosperity..
Hope this helps build your worthiness!! You are worthy of your life! That's why you have it! The infinite creative intelligence flowing in and through all things is working in and through you to sustain and support your thinking. Therefore you are already worthy, now manifest from it! Appreciate and thankful of those who read and support my work here, FB and on YouTube. More to come! If you have any questions or recommendations on what kind of subject you'd like me to go over in detail in relation to Law of Attraction and Manifestation, send me a message or write it in the comments.
If you ever had to go through building self worth, How do you do it, or have done it in the past? Let us know in the comments ! Thank you always!

• Tim D Kelley TDK MANIFEST SUCCESS MINDSET

I've been watching the highlights from tonight's game straight from the Bulls own YouTube channel ask where I live I don't get the live Bulls telecast. Big game coming up, going against one of the best teams, battling against Embiid and his evil winning streak, the Bulls put up a fight and eventually win. I get my juices ready for the Stacy King special, what I noticed basically extremely subdued this game aside from a couple DeRozan compton references. Didn't say anything when Coby White twisted Embiid's ankle on crossover, and mainly quiet or quite subdued with most other big shots also. Now most my Stacy King experience was during the Thibs/Rose/Noah era when I was able to watch full games, and these days I watch the highlights when I can, but I've never seen or heard Stacy this subdued. Does anyone know what's up? Is he taking a step back and allowing Amin to get more excited? Has he been jaded as the losses piled up this season? Is he just sick or otherwise low energy for today? Is it just a bad set of highlights? I hope this was an anomaly because I honestly enjoy Stacey King very much, wish for him well but quite concerned based on this highlight reel and one other highlight reel. I know Stacy has toned it down in general compared to the younger years especially with Kerr, but almost no excitement today based on the highlights alone.

in your opinions, rate ROA's from weakest high to the strongest (obviously assuming that will be IV, but i'm curious) also: obviously due to context in other post's ROA means the way it's administered but what does ROA actually stand for? lmao i've been wanting to ask forever

Seriously.

• I don't know what is an actual "review" of a product, or just an "influencer" based ad with these almost perfect pics of bud.
• I don't know what is an actual "haul" from a place, or just an employee talking up a sale they benefit from.
• I don't know what is actually a "negative" experience from a place, or just another dispo bashing on another thats doing well.
• I don't know what laws/bills actually are positive as no-one is transparent about what the bill actually does.(unless I read the deets myself).

I don't know. And quite honestly I'm tired of it. I'm tired of this place just being a dumb social media marketing experiment for all the dispos and their employees. And I'm not "crazy" I see more posts from this sub, on my feed, then almost any other sub I follow. That's not normal for a MMJ or state based trees sub.
Thank god the admins got rid of unapproved image/video ads.
But it's still so freaking hard to tell what's real and not.

I adopted my cat about 8 months ago and she's always preferred dry kibble, swapped the brands around a couple different times but she gobbled them up the same. However when I try to feed her wet food it's hit or miss on whether she'll eat it. Most of the time if she does eat it she'll only eat about half of what I give her. I've tried all sorts of different brands, flavors, textures, and mix ins but it doesn't make much of a difference. Even the ones she seemed to like the most she sometimes won't touch either.
I've got an inconsistent work schedule so having the auto feeder deposit her kibble at the same times each day is really important to me and I don't know if trying to wean her off dry food completely would be best.
Just in case it matters, the kibble I feed her is the Purina Beyond Simply Grain Free Chicken & Egg.

21:29:36 Circle or ellipse: cannot split the projection snip obtained by 'projectToSVG', continue manually. 

I a student university male 20 and I just got introduced to a great job by my neighbor it a very competitive position and it pay really well and it match enough with my school schedule that let me get by it start at 7:30 and end at 3:15 I work 3 day a week full on Monday Wednesday and Friday every time I woke up to work i literally want to die no I mean that I want a car to hit me or something but there is nothing wrong with the work place my boss is nice I got free food and like I said it pay very well for a student stander my performance is getting worse because I can't focus on the job I mean I try my best but you can just do so much when you rather get your leg broken or smt but like I said there nothing I can complain about the job I feel so shitty for hating it am I the asshole also my neighbor say if I won’t improve my performance soon I will get fire they say I was good and doing my job but I not up to their stander if there any advice on what should i do that would be nice thanks you

I made a powerpoint for people who want to learn a lot more about me, this subreddit has a limit on text so I couldn't put it all here and this subreddit won't allow me to post the powerpoint link so if you want to see it, it's on my profile! Well if you’re browsing this subreddit then much like me, you were alone for Valentines Day and I’m sure you’d like to change that as much as me. I won’t lie, I am going through a rough part of my life right now. It’s difficult for me to find the energy for anything at the moment and I’m just really seeking affection in general, anything that will give me a push. I don’t want to be that person who brings everyone down but I could really use someone to talk to right now. I’d really like to find someone who’s similar to me so much to the point that we do everything together and talk about everything while not having to pretend to be interested. I want someone with whom we can mutually spew our emotions onto and have those feelings reciprocated. Not an emotional punching bag, but an emotional teddy bear to hug and cuddle until everything feels better as many times as we need. There’s people who I’m sure have told you the same, they’ll be there no matter how many times you need the support, no matter how many times the insecurities and bad thoughts come back but they don’t mean it. I will be the exception, I’m not so ignorant to think some nice words and tales of relating to you will magically forever heal whatever ails you then get mad when you seek the same support again. Mental ailments are rarely temporary and I don’t care about someone because they’re perfect, caring about someone means being there no matter how many times they need you to be. It doesn’t feel like a chore, it doesn’t get old, and it never will.
Alright time to actually get into my interests. I’m practically a degenerate, my idea of a good time is just hanging out at home and playing games or watching stuff. Here’s a list of games I frequently play or would be willing to play:

• Minecraft (pc, java)
• Pokemon (mostly emulated randomized stuff)
• Gunfire Reborn
• Risk of Rain 2 (pc)
• Rust
• Temtem
• Space Engineers
• The Binding of Isaac: Repentance
• Rivals of Aether (pc)
• Rushdown Revolt (new platform fighter you should try it)
• Smash Bros (mostly emulated I don’t really like ultimate anymore)

Basically I love playing survival games, roguelikes, and platform fighters. Strive will be my first shot at a traditional fighter if you want to beat up a noob. I’ll be more than happy to take game suggestions and find games we both like. I am predominantly a pc player but of course I’ll be getting the new gen 4 pokemon games for the switch. Now here’s the real kicker that may make me undateable, I do not like league, overwatch, or valorant. You can try to get me into them I’ll give it an honest shot but I can’t promise any results.
I have no urge to leave the house besides the occasional fast food craving and movie. I can’t entirely pinpoint why I enjoy living my life like that but there’s a fairly large possibility I’m autistic due to being told I am numerous times by doctors when I was little. Why didn’t my mom go through with a formal diagnosis? I dunno she’s an anti-vaxxer, she holds a bunch of wacky medical beliefs. I also find it very hard to be calm around people which I don’t know if it’s just social anxiety or what. But yes I’m a pretty socially anxious person and will be pretty awkward for a bit after first meeting. Of course that means you can be too! I don’t believe in holding people to higher standards than I have.
I also love technology and science, I’d love to talk about the latest tech, innovations, or discoveries.
I do like anime but I’m not a hardcore anime lover you won’t see any posters or figurines in my room but I don’t mind if you do have those. Here’s some of my favorite anime:

• Demon Slayer (movie was great)
• The Promised Neverland (press F for season 2)
• Attack on Titan
• Made in Abyss
• Spice and Wolf
• All sorts of isekai trash

I would be more than happy to watch anime with you, I do keep up with the seasonal ones. I’m actually not a big TV watcher I haven’t had a television with some sort of cable subscription in like 10 years but Invincible convinced me to give it a try. So I’ll be happy to watch TV shows with you too!
I spend a lot of my time watching twitch and youtube so let me know who some of your favorite streamers and youtubers are!
Personality:
You got a pretty good glimpse into what I’m like already, obviously I’m introverted so if you are too great! Big crowds are awful but I’d like to have at least one person I can be comfortable and happy being around all the time. I’m not a smart person but I do value basic reasoning which means no anti-vaxxers, no flat earthers, and no astrology believers I know that’s a common one but I can’t imagine putting up with being told what kind of day I’m gonna have or my compatibility with someone based on something as silly as my birthday. tHatS sO sCorPio oF yOu. I would like someone with grounded beliefs though it’s fine if you live with your head in the clouds. I’m not a religious person, it’s not a deal breaker if you are but I can see problems happening from it. I don’t smoke or do drugs. Smoking or doing hard drugs is a deal breaker for me. Some 420 is fine but I literally can’t smoke because of my asthma so if you’re going to take an occasional hit, please like blow it out a window. I do drink occasionally so it’s fine if you do too but let’s try to not enable a dangerous level of consumption.
Appearance:
I wish my unga bunga brain didn’t care about something as superficial as looks but it does. I’d like to think my standards are pretty realistic though. I’d prefer if you were skinny to average weight like me. I’m a really skinny guy at 5’8 (176.7cm) and 120 pounds (54.4kg). Since I want someone who’s skinny-average weight it’s perfectly reasonable to not be attracted to me since I’m a skeleton. I don’t care if you’re taller, shorter, or weigh more or less than me. Besides that I don’t really have any preferences. Here’s what I look like: https://imgur.com/a/MZZgf2t
If you can be attracted to that great! If you do feel compelled to respond to my post I would appreciate a picture back though I understand if you want to talk for a bit first. I don’t care if you’re younger or older as long as you're 18+ and not older than 26.
Misc:
I do work night shift so it really doesn’t matter to me what timezone you’re from, on my days off I don’t keep a sleep schedule so I would definitely be able to make time for you! I work 3 days a week which I’m very lucky to be able to do, if you’re seeking someone to be with you all the time, I’m your guy!
Well that’s my relationship resume. I hope it qualifies for a position with someone. Feel free to respond with either chats or messages. I do appreciate text wall responses and will gladly read all of it as I think a bit of effort should be put into finding your significant other. Though a brief description of you will work too.

Recovering FA/AP was dating another less recovered FA/DA. On and off situationship with three cycles of me admitting feelings and him saying friends only and me falling in despair, going NC, healing, and him orbiting my social media then reaching out to reengage after 3-5 month and then our situationship progresses further as in he is opening up and our connection feels warm and secure. We are long distance with an out of this world connection (met each other while in same city as a casual encounter). Talking to each other and moved sloooow over multiple years, through texts, then me visiting his city (him not the direct reason of my visit) and most recently a trip abroad together with mutual friend which was amazing. On this latest trip abroad the FA/DA said I love you on New Year’s Eve to me and I have never felt so loved. Went back to our respective cities and texted like a couple for a couple months. Fa/Da began to be critical of me and quite mean to me on text. This prompted a relatively polite miscommunication and confrontation where again I brought up the what are we convo after him saying “if you want to be my friend you need to accept my jokes”. I told him you’re more than a friend to me and he said he doesn’t want more than friendship with me and the I love you was just as a friend drunk. I told him he gives mixed signals and he said I don’t communicate what I’m assuming about the relationship. I feel gaslit bc I’m pretty sure I’m not delusional (I got my own trust issues and always start off our cycles platonic AF. It’s he that moves it towards something more) and quite cautious. After 2.5 weeks of NC I can recall him advancing the relationship nonverbally through loving acts of service. Kinda baffled and licking my wounds since it seemed like we got to a solid place. Any guidance or insight as to wtf happened? Thanks

My (22F) boyfriend (23M) and I have been dating around 6 months now and our sexual life is not satisfying me.
I have expressed this to him, kindly, but think it has put more pressure on him then actually helped the situation.
The problem lies with his penis being extremely large (girth wise). I have to be soaking wet and max turned on for it to be able to squeeze in. There is no “oh it just slides in.” No matter what, it is a struggle for the first minute and painful after. As if my vagina has gone through some sort of mass destruction and is all out of sorts.
I have suggested just oral, but unfortunately, that doesn’t feel great either. He does finger me which’s a good compromise but my mind always races during.
The oral situation, combined with penetration issues has increased my anxiety regarding sex. I still initiate, because I am attracted to him, but I cannot get turned on. I am always dry and am more turned on when I masturabte then with him.
I have brought this up to him, and he has been amazing trying to accommodate me. At this point though, it’s like my body refuses to get aroused because it knows it won’t be satisfied in the end.
How do I get over this anxiety WITHOUT hurting him in the process? He is insecure and always says he wishes he could cut his dick in half. He feels as if nothing he does is enough- sexually. I really feel this is my journey to get over. Any help is appreciated.

It has been almost 4 months to the day since D-Day. Everything exploded and I am not sure that there can be any reconciliation. I will give a brief recap of events and then discuss the current status of the relationship after the infidelity.
About 9 months ago, my partner (bp) and me (wp) separated. At the time we were in couples counseling. During this time she made a statement about me sleeping with other people and getting it out of my system. I ran with the idea and began talking to one woman. I did not follow through with anything when talking to her because I was afraid to cheat. Then I started a relationship with a professional contact about 3 months later. This went on with us having secret meetings a few times a week until I was caught on Thanksgiving Day. I joined this group shortly after that and have had minimal interaction because of the overwhelmingly negative responses that I received in response to my public admission.
Fast forward 4 months later. It is a week from my 3-year anniversary with bp. We had a fight that carried on for a couple of days and now we do not have any contact with each other. Friday, we went out like we always do. I was in a funky head space due to a family death and my son overdosing on his antidepressants. I did not want to talk about the issue, yet bp wanted to know what was going on with me. I had been slowly withdrawing and holding my emotions in for a while at this point. We argued in the car as we drove around town. At one point I pulled the keys out of the ignition and left her sitting in the car with the windows down while I walked around the block. It was 30 degrees outside and I wanted her to cool off. That tactic was a dick move and didn't work.
We drove around more and the argument continued to escalate until the point that I pulled the keys from the ignition while the car was moving. I got out of the car and then gave the keys back. I began making the 7-mile march back home in the cold. All the while, bp followed me and yelled and screamed at me out the window. I managed to lose her walking back and made the entire trip in the freezing cold. When I told her I was home she made her way to the house and stopped driving around looking for me. Two more dick moves. We did not talk the rest of the night or the next day. I slept on the couch voluntarily.
The next night I was doing my homework when she came into the bedroom and proceeded to scold me. We attempted to talk things out. We were getting nowhere and she wanted me to leave the house for the night. We began yelling at each other to the point that I began spitting everywhere as I yelled. Including all over bp. It did not help that I was drinking the whole time either. I continued to drink and went into the other room to avoid further confrontation. By this point, I was too drunk to continue packing my belongings and could not find my keys to drive. Still, I was being kicked out of the house. So I began taking my belongings out to the car. The police were called and when they arrived I was belligerent. I fought with them, got my face smashed into the floor, and spent the night in jail. (I probably deserved worse but won't go into self-loathing here).
The reason I am writing this is that I am taken aback by the events that happened over those 2 days. Even worse, I am a mess over the things that she said to me. She said she hates me, she wants nothing to do with me, that she is not sexually attracted to me, she is disgusted by me as a person, that I am nothing more to her than a narcissistic sex addict, and she can not see us ever working this out. She said my cheating has hurt her to the point that she hates herself; she does not know why she is wasting her time with me; everyone around her was right about me. And yet, she cannot quit me.
It does not look like we will make it to our 3-year anniversary. I hate to see us end like this. I know that I created this set of circumstances through my atrocious behaviors over the past year. It still hurts. At times I cry at the thought of losing her. Others I cry because of the things I did to her. How real her pain must be for her to say those things about how she feels. I am such a terrible person. She deserves to be happy. She should let go and move on. It still hurts, and I can't take any of it back.

I’ve recently started a role as a Graduate Chemical Engineer at a pulp and paper plant where I currently work in the Cogeneration department. We generate steam and electricity from waste fiber and reject streams produced from the paper mills and curb side waste.
I’ve started this week and haven’t been assigned projects yet. Due to plant shutdowns and maintenance, there’s a chance I might not be assigned projects in the coming weeks either.
I have only vaguely been told what things they may or may not assign to me.
I feel like I can do more, but the tasks I’m taking on are very menial and finish quickly.
I get a feeling I’ll have to do a lot of self assigning and learning - Does anyone have any suggestions on where I should start and what I should be doing to begin learning and start making myself useful?
Any similar experience would be super useful.