Influence of the Chosen people. Does not justify means and ends. Notice most in the bible the price of sins gets courted by G-d. From my studies yesterday: When Moses killed the Egyptian. It started a chain of events. That lead to the war for freedom. The bible is such poetry. Cain killing Abel. Moses, letting the Sea fall on the Egyptian Army.
Jesus of Nazareth's life and words are the poetry to the Tanakh. He was in Jewish home until he was 13. So he remembered it(Tanakh), possibly could read it. Because I think so much about his 40 days in the desert. And how today that is the crime for dropping the Torah in Judaism. As the man called king of the jews in his birth and death.
What happened to me, is I grew up with people who accepted the poetry we call New Testament. With real life accounts, and then teachings. That went on to define the world. Therefore, he is Called King of the World. And I kneel to him, especially in his Eucharist form. Raised outside Catholicism, it is not ingrained in me to kneel when I enter the church. Prayers I think, when even I was only protestant, got answered. But my sin was believing I could self interpret. To believe something without confirmation somewhere within the church I was baptized in.
I am king of one thing. And one thing only. And it is Catholic. I am king of how I act towards others.
There is no poetry in a fake religion that believes the world will end. For, how can poetry end ? If it started with Genesis.
We learned, we Catholics, that all good things are 3. Must be of our influence of the trinity. My ideology is that the third temple be a synagogue we know where it needs to be. Does anyone really believe that is evil? Tell me in a way my ears can hear why ? Because as the King I want it.

Me and my parents have a very strong bond we love each other endlessly and always have I’ve never had a “bad relationship with them” I can’t ever stay mad at them. When I’m enjoying my dad this sudden powerful fear comes to me I imagine the day my parents leave me behind I get chocked up and literally cry for hours on end I don’t know what to do without I don’t think ppl understand when I say I CANT live without my parents I just can’t. At night when I’m drifting off to sleep the fear creeps up on me and I suddenly feel like I can’t breath. I don’t know how to ease the fear of loosing them ppl have told me “live in the moment” but I can’t stop my thought it comes out of no where. I cant lose them i cant lose my dear parents it hurts too much to think about. I’m not a super religious person but I do HOPE there’s a after life I PRAY that there’s a afterlife because if I can’t ever see my parents again…I’d rather die over and over again. I really do hope god is real I hope heaven is real I hope me and my parents can live happily ever after in heaven. Gosh my head hurts from these feelings.

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Hi GameDev, I have currently been building some 3D collision detection and Have OBB collision all setup with Seperating Axis Theorem and getting Wall Slide from the Vector Dot. (Velocity -= model.Normal * Vector.Dot(model.Normal, player.Velocity))
But the problem for the Sides of the Objects is I am either going by the models Front Normal or Right Normal. If I have the front normal then it will work out the result vector correct for front and back, and If I have the right normal it will work out the result vector correct for left and right.
So the problem is I need to detect which normal I should use based on the players position, but am kind of stuck, would anyone who has done similar before have any ideas or help?
What I had thought already was to get distance from each vertex but that won't work for things like walls which have one dimension much longer than the other.
Any help is appreciated.
for some info here is the current code (C# in Monogame) For calculating the result vector which will only run when a collision is detected. GetVertexes() will gen the vertexes and 6 normals (As there can be active rotations so added it here)

public void HandleFullCollision(ModelRender model, Player player) { model.OBB.GetVertexes(); Vector3 _thisNormal = model.OBB.FrontNormal; if (model.CollisionType == CollisionType.Wall model.CollisionType == CollisionType.Door) { if (player.PlayerBounds.Min.Y > model.OBB.UpperTopLeft.Y) { _thisNormal = model.OBB.TopNormal; } } if (model.CollisionType == CollisionType.Floor) { _thisNormal = model.OBB.TopNormal; } float playerMoveScalar = Vector3.Dot(player.Velocity, _thisNormal); player.Velocity -= playerMoveScalar * _thisNormal; } 

Hi.
i thought about buying this case and pairing it with 280mm radiator on top. from what i've heard, not every ram may fit. what is the maximal RAM height possible?

Hello! My name is Laurel, 24f. I’m looking for new RP partners. I have been RPing mostly with one partner since I was thirteen. I stick to PG content, but I’d like my partners to be 18+. I write anywhere from two lines to four paragraphs but could adjust a little. I don’t care how much you write as long as it’s well-written, in semi-literate style.
I often do doubles so we both get what we want, but if it’s not necessary that’s okay too. I like to play a female character who dates male characters on my end, so if you hate straight ships, I’m not the partner for you! I will, however, play whoever you want for your half regardless of gender.
I usually do fandom-related stuff with either canon or OCs or a combination of the two. The list of fandoms I’m into includes: -Percy Jackson, as previously stated -Harry Potter -Marauders -Spider-Man, the rest of the MCU less so -Reign CW -The Good Place -The School for Good and Evil -Twilight -The Vampire Diaries -Divergent -The Hunger Games -loads more because I watch too much tv and read a lot
Things I won’t write- NSFW, characters older than 30 as main characters, not really into sci fi, more than one main character for each of us.
Feel free to shoot me a message if you think we might be a good fit! I love to talk to my RP partners as well and be friends.

No one knows when it happened. It started with a whisper; there was no sign of sickness in anyone until an epidemic started of what seemed like a common flu outbreak. Businesses struggled to stay open with the masses falling sick in the Knox County area, and then the military set up the Exclusion Zone.
It only devolved from there, symptoms rapidly progressing until, at last, those who died rose again from the illness.
Society started breaking down within the first week.
The Police Stations that held out against the dead fell in the first month.
The Military Quarantine Zones fell within the first year.
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Now all that remains are the Dark Days Ahead and the desperate survivors of the World fighting for their lives at every turn, against man, dead, and nature.
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Our Server is intended to be a close simulation of reality with the useage of mods, but also with a balance for fun as well. We are a Mod-heavy, map-lite, whitelisted server with a simple application process before you can hop in and start playing.
We start out as Ten Years Later, with two admin-npc run Trading Outposts available to access, as our loot does not respawn and neither do our zombies (save for migration events).
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I am running a Google Ad for a client and I cannot connect to his website and adjust any of the conversion goals because every time I try to confirm it I get the above error.
I do not have direct access to the back end of his website, but I’m in contact with his web provider and she connected me to the analytics property.
I’ve tried everything to remedy this error. I’ve cleared my DNS cache, I’ve tried turning off ad blocker, I’ve tried different browsers and I’m not trying to do it from a mobile device. Nothing works and there’s almost zero solutions anywhere.
The URL I am trying to use is for a website contact page and it has several values in it, for example “website.com/contact-me-now-page” I was reading something that seemed to suggest that either that or something related could be snagging up the link.
I saw that there was some kind of outage for Google Ad manager over the last couple days that got fixed today, and I thought that might be what’s causing it, but even after the apparent fix, I still can’t get it to work.
Bottom line is, I have to get around this error somehow and I don’t know what’s causing it. I’m losing valuable time unable to track conversions. Please help. I’m desperate for any solution. Thank you 🙏

I'm currently a uni student from the middle east and I'm planning on continuing my studies... the top 2 countries in my list are japan and Korea. is Korea a good country for a foreigner like me?what advices would you recommend me if I decided to visit Korea??

TL;DR - I have depression and EMDR & DBR doesn't work, and I think it might be related to the fact that I lack the ability to visualize people/places/events/trauma in my brain.
Sufferers or Providers:
Does anyone have experience with an individual that simply cannot connect to their trauma through EMDR or DBR? I am currently working with a psychologist and have tried EMDR and DBR on at least 15 consecutive appointments, and I just can't seem to get anywhere. I'm beginning to think it is something about how I am wired is what is preventing these techniques to work with me.
A little about me:

1. Several occurrences of childhood, adolescent, and even early adulthood trauma. Trauma that has stripped away my self worth and has plagued my life with depression, anxiety, unhealthy relationships, etc.
2. Anti-Depressant drugs don't work on me. Over the course of 23 years, I have tried almost all of them. None have had any affect on me, aside from the side effects. I did a 10 session Ketamine therapy, and did have some positive results, but it was short lived and I didn't really have any direction to process trauma.
3. I suffer from ADHD and am considered a 'very high functioning individual', according to my various therapist and doctors (but not on the spectrum, at least not anymore than an ADHD person would be, we've tested for it).
4. I don't dream at night (or I literally never remember if I do). I have extremely difficulty 'visualizing' things in my head. My head is usually just black space. If you asked me what a Christmas Tree looks like, sure I know what it looks like, but I can't actually picture it in my brain. It's as if the visual process of my brain is translated into analytical data and not actual pictures. If I read a story, I can't picture anything in my head when they are describing the scene. If you asked me what I think a specific character looks like, I'd have no idea. I can't even picture what my significant other looks like, despite knowing exactly what they look like (if that makes any sense at all).

Do you think that #4 has anything to do with the fact that I simply cannot get to that place in my brain to process my trauma? I can think about the trauma, and know exactly what happened, but my brain doesn't let me feel anything or even visualize it. It's as if the trauma (and everything else in my life) are just data points, as if my brain is saying "Yes this happened, yes that happened".
I know that the trauma needs to be processed. Anytime I am in an uncomfortable situation, my body sends what feels like an electrical shock throughout my back, neck and head that physically is jolting -- so I know there is something deep in there that needs to be processed. I just don't know what to do. I try so hard to buy into EMDR and DBR, and really try getting to the place that I need to be. It's just the only thing in my head is black space and me trying invoke some sort of feeling from the trauma. It just isn't working, and I am getting really frustrated and disheartened.
Any advice, thoughts, or comments?

I have had dozens of interviews over the past few months with no success so far. I'm assuming my resume and cover letters are good as I'm usually offered an interview. Despite my hard work, I haven't been offered anything yet. I will say I know that the jobs I'm interviewing for are highly competitive and have many applicants, so there are probably much more experienced people getting hired.
I've made it through 3 rounds of interviews for some, so likely have some interview skills, but I also fear my interviewing might be affecting employer's decisions (though I have no proof).
I have some disabilities that lead to difficulty with presentation/affect, particularly with new people who are in higher positions and the challenging questions asked on the spot. Government interviewers are also usually not allowed to engaged beyond the questions so it can be nervewracking as there is no way to know their feelings. They also don't offer the chance to provide info outside of the questions.
Despite my social and communication challenges, I am a great worker. I have years of experience in social work (dealing with the most difficult and vulnerable of people) and retail, have received rave reviews from clients about excellent interpersonal skills and being helpful. I have multiple positive reviews from previous supervisors as well. Years of working in these jobs helped me to completely transform my communication with a lot of practice. It can be challenging to need to remember to be upbeat and smiling (I have challenges with expression) but am great once established in a job and knowing the role.
Anyway, all interviewers say they are more than happy to provide accommodations, but they do not give examples. I feel giving an explanation of my situation beforehand might be helpful but I don't know if this is a good idea. I also am wondering what kind of accommodations are permitted/any ideas. I have been afraid to ask for these as I don't want to be looked down upon and it makes me feel somewhat of a failure...
Please share any suggestions or similar experiences if possible. Thanks!

I was on CasualConversation a while, but it feels kinda big for my liking
Anyway, is there a subreddit with a similar concept, but smaller and hopefully better maintained, so it stays casual?
I know there's subreddits for making new friends, but I don't really want that either, I'd like to find a nice subreddit for light hearted one-off conversation posts about vague and casual things.
Y'know, general topics like food, music, shows/movies, thoughts, etc. I love the idea of the casual conversation sub, it's just no longer my cup of tea, and I love a small community anyway :)
Hope it's okay to name another sub here, I just mention it to give an idea of what I'm looking for and what I've already tried (reposting this from a month ago, since no subs were found)
As mentioned I'd like a general conversation sub, but I'll list some of my interests too, if someone has a specific suggestion of a casual sub for these:
Star Wars, The Elder Scrolls, Hollow Knight, Hades, cooking, and writing/poetry

So I'm currently going over hashes and whatnot for sec+, I got the general idea that an attacker can't replicate the sender's hash/it's stupidly difficult to do so and that if the hash on the file received doesn't match the hash that was sent, the file is iffy.
Question: if an attacker can't replicate the original sender's hash, then how specifically is the hash info being sent to the receiver? Let's say Joe emails a photo to Bob and Dan intercepts the email; if Dan's hash is now in place, how specifically is Bob comparing the hash to Joe's credentials? I'm missing a puzzle piece here and I don't know what specifically. Would it be the digital signature of the email or something?

I am currently 21M and am looking to start therapy for my mental health but there are some things I can’t bring myself to mention because they’re genuinely unforgivable and I’m scared that I’ve hurt people beyond repair. This is my deepest darkest secret and the first time I’ve ever brought it up in any capacity to anyone in a decade.
When I was 11 years old, I did something I was ashamed of to my younger cousin while there was a party at my house. I don’t know how old she was but she must’ve been around 7 or 8. I stayed in my room since I hated parties and she walked in. I don’t know why I did what I did but I made her sit on my lap. I brushed her hair and told her she was beautiful. I had an erection too while I was doing it. I feel so disgusted with what I did, but it never went beyond that. Then we started drawing pictures by ourselves until her mom came in to pick her up and leave.
In another instance when I was 12, my step sister who was visiting came into a room I was in and I did something terrible then too. I laid her on a hammock and then I went behind her and started rocking her back and forth while looking at her. I felt like a huge pervert after that but I never told anyone about it. I haven’t seen both of them in years since they live far from my house so I’ve never gotten the chance to apologize for what I did to them. I feel like shit that I did it and now I’m not sure what to do or who to tell.

Anger. Anger for not being allowed to be angry. Maybe I don't know how to be angry. How to express myself, to be heard. Maybe the time is never right. Maybe there's never enough time. I felt cut short. Listening to you two bicker and argue, yelling circles around each other and getting nowhere. I just wanted it to stop. You both just wanted the last word. For some fucking reason it was important to you. I snapped for just a moment to break your cycle. You stole my anger from me. You turned it into your own pain/fear. Some repressed trauma that I'm responsible for triggering. That you're responsible for handling. You stole back control thinking you could do it better. You left me to stew in my anger. why not? I was very prickly. But I couldn't vent. Not in front of the child.
I'm reminded of a day at school when I was having an argument with a girlfriend. She told me to "grow up!" Which prompted me to storm off in a huff (very grown up), leaving her at the library, me crossing the street and fuming "you can't tell me what to do".
Being talked down to as if I'm a child. Infantilised. This is apparently a trigger for me, and one worth exploring. It pressures me to put away "childish" things and act more grown up, more responsible. That day I was at the orthodontists office playing with some micro machines in the waiting room when I was "too old" for that kind of thing, and a kid from my ¿middle school? saw me playing. The look he gave me. The embarrassment I felt. Society wants us to act a certain way. Toe the line. Don't do what you want, do what you need to appear normal.
I've grown up playing videogames. But I feel bad about it now. An older coworker said it was a waste of time. A gamer friend said it's a hobby. My wife doesn't understand. She doesn't get the why, the how, the what. It's not her thing. But I sense her distaste for it. I see the way she looks at me when I play. Like I should be doing something else. Like I should be paying attention to her or the children or the chores. It's the same look I give her when she's still checking work emails at 8pm. There's a difference between her work and my play on some level. I could say her job produces, creates, earns for our future. I could say that gaming for me is meditative and gives me peace of mind. Neither should be looked down upon if they bring us fulfillment.
I have a taste for things that are considered childish. As an adult, I play video games, I watch movies, I build with Lego. I don't like responsibility. I don't like sharing. I don't like having to do the dishes, clean the rooms, take the kids to their practices. But I'm a grown up now. Regardless of what I want, these are the things I have. And I do have a responsibility. To all those things. I share these responsibilities with another. And she's supposed to help me.
She does and she doesn't. She's the bread winner, the income earner. And without her doing that work, then we cannot afford our home, our life. But what life? She spends some much time tied up in the work that she doesn't share in the responsibilities at home. I end up doing more things I don't want to do.
If I can do it, why should I pay someone else to do it. Frugality. Why can't we just have a cleaning service come by and do all that stuff? Allow strangers into my home and let them poke around at all my precious treasures. Ultimately have them do not a good enough job, leaving me the task of still cleaning, AND being out the time and money it took THEM to do the job. Perfection. The event off good enough.
Why do I need perfection? This comes from my father. I used to be tasked with mowing the lawn, and doing the dishes. But after a short time, the chore was taken back from me so that my dad could do it his way. But even dad hired a guy to mow the lawn, right?
Overeating. when I've had enough, it's not enough, and I don't stop myself. I end up hurting myself. Fear of missing out on a flavor I missed, a craving left unfulfilled. Fear of wastefulness, of not appreciating what I was given to eat. I want it all. Growing up I was made to be a member of the "clean plate club". No dessert until I've finished my plate. You can't leave the table until the asparagus is gone. The sun would set. Finished with their meals, the family would leave the table. I would be there, alone, with my plate of asparagus. Today I take hits for the team. I don't want them to feel responsible for cleaning their plates. So I'll clean their plates for them. Everyone wins. Except me.
Codependency. Falling on my own sword for the good of others. Eating the food that they didn't want so they don't feel the guilt I would feel from leaving it there. Staying up through the night to occupy the homeless man who just needed someone to talk to. Making excuses for others bad behavior. Failing to acknowledge what is best for me. Paying no mind to what I want or need, and throwing it away as unimportant.
Diminishing returns. Knowing when enough is enough. Know when you're done because you're just chasing the dragon at that point. At some point you should automatically figure out when you've had enough. Just listen to yourself. Don't listen to other people. Don't let them pull you into doing more than you are comfortable doing. Live your life for you.

Pardon me for taking this here but there's nothing else that I could do aside from listening to her.
I'm a senior high school student in a university here in ncr now, and my friend chose to stay in the province and continue her shs years at the same school where we finished junior high.
She's that kind of person who's dedicated in everything that she do. She has all the qualities of being a great student leader. In fact, she's been part of the ssg(now called sslg) since she was in grade 7. And I'm a living witness kung gaano siya ka-dedicated to serve. Most of all, one thing she has that I adore about her the most is that she's socially aware and may boses talaga siya. I know that she was never after the title.
Yesterday, we had a conversation on messenger since we're far from each other, we did video call and she was crying out of dismay and disappointment.
Last Tuesday, she told me she would run for the highest position sa sslg. Wednesday, she said na okay na lahat. May party na siya, may name na rin yung party nila and all, everything's okay na talaga. And then Thursday came, umiiyak na siya. She said that her vice president chose to leave their party raw and run for president instead (“we talked about everything already. i thought okay na lahat. but okay lang sana if she just left and run independently, i never expected that she would leave tapos kukunin niya yung party and take all the candidates” this was what she said.)
I wanna get mad to the girl and doon na rin sa mga candidates na piniling umalis sa party ng friend ko para lumipat sa isa.
Jesus! Mga estudyante pa lang sila. Parang mga nasa gobyerno na ang galawan.
My friend knows that the girl is popular in their school so maybe that's why she did that but my friend doesn't seem like she wants to run pa for president kasi kung mawawala raw siya sa organization, may full access na sila sa office and with the fact na they are not socially aware naman, even si girl, my friend is worried sa kung anong mangyayari sa organization.
To ate girl, gusto kitang sabunutan fr.
isaksak niyo sa utak niyo na hanggang sa school orgs, meron at merong titulo lang ang gusto so please...PLEASE, STUDENTS, THINK CRITICALLY, SA PANAHON NG PAGPILI SA MGA BAGONG LIDER-ESTUDYANTE, PILIIN ANG SOCIALLY AWARE, NAKIKINIG, MAY BOSES, HINDI SUNUD-SUNURAN SA PALIGID NIYA, MATAPANG NA NANININDIGAN SA ALAM NIYANG TAMA, AT MAY PAKIALAM TALAGA PARA SA PAG-UNLAD NG INSTITUSYON NIYO.